Friday, January 15, 2010

And Here Starts Another Month

Well i'm sure it's no surprise that I am not pg once again. I have so many negative things to say right now, but I"m trying to be a more positive person so I will keep them to myself for now. If I feel the need to rant in a couple of days then you will hear them and there is a very good chance of that. I'm going back to the RE today to start my 3rd and final round of Femara. I am going to demand he do a laproscopy as well to check for endometriosis. At this point I am thinking they will find something. I just don't believe that after 2 1/2 years of doing everything perfect that this is just not happening by chance or "statistics" as the Dr would say. I'm ready to move on to further treatment and do everything we can to have our child. This means scaling back on a lot of things we love because this is about to get very pricey. I know it will be worth every penny spent. By the way, we are back at church and my faith is increasing again. I know I cannot do this without God. Please keep Robert and I in your prayers. This journey really is starting to wear heavily on both of us.


Amber said...

I pray for you every day and would give anything so that you could have a child. I know what an incredible mom you're going to be! And I'm more than willing to picket outside your doc's office to get you that laparoscopy!!!

courtney said...

Hang in there girl! Another month means new hope!! =) When I am on CD1, I try to remind myself that there are women out there who DONT even start their period on their own! Even getting thier period is a constant battle.. so atleast we have that going for us! Even though we HATE to see it every month! I am on CD8 and we only have 2 more months of trying on our own before it gets VERY pricey for us as well! Uuggh!! I've even been cooking at home every night instead of eating out (which I LOVE) just to save some cash! But, like you said.. it WILL all be worth every penny in the end!

Now go get that LAP!! =)

"Neither this man nor his parents sinned," said Jesus, "but this happened so that the work of God might be displayed in his life. John 9:3