Friday, February 5, 2010

All Time Low

I just have to share my dream with you to let you know just how bad it has gotten. I was at a dinner party with a bunch of random people. Topic of discussion equalls getting impregnated. I sat there at the head of the table while everyone around shared there stories about how quick and easy they got pregnant. The last one I remember was the pastor who married us saying heck we got pregnant while on birth control. I immediately began to tear up in my dream, but had to fake a smile to not let anyone know that their success caused me pain. Ahhh... so this is literally my every thought now. Even when I'm asleep.... SIGH


This Blog is All About The Girls!!! said...

I am sorry it is taking you so long to conceive. We tried for 16 months and that seemed like forever so I can't imagine how you are feeling. Keep your faith in God, he will bless you in his time. I pray and think of your struggle often. Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you and the baby(ies) God has in store for you!
Have a blessed weekend! Natalie

Shanny said...

I'm so sorry, it sucks how infertility punches us from all angles =(

"Neither this man nor his parents sinned," said Jesus, "but this happened so that the work of God might be displayed in his life. John 9:3