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Friday, February 5, 2010

All Time Low

I just have to share my dream with you to let you know just how bad it has gotten. I was at a dinner party with a bunch of random people. Topic of discussion equalls getting impregnated. I sat there at the head of the table while everyone around shared there stories about how quick and easy they got pregnant. The last one I remember was the pastor who married us saying heck we got pregnant while on birth control. I immediately began to tear up in my dream, but had to fake a smile to not let anyone know that their success caused me pain. Ahhh... so this is literally my every thought now. Even when I'm asleep.... SIGH

2 comments:

This Blog is All About The Girls!!! said...

I am sorry it is taking you so long to conceive. We tried for 16 months and that seemed like forever so I can't imagine how you are feeling. Keep your faith in God, he will bless you in his time. I pray and think of your struggle often. Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you and the baby(ies) God has in store for you!
Have a blessed weekend! Natalie

Shanny said...

I'm so sorry, it sucks how infertility punches us from all angles =(

"Neither this man nor his parents sinned," said Jesus, "but this happened so that the work of God might be displayed in his life. John 9:3